Hello, I’m Rituparna Ray Chaudhuri, and I’m absolutely chuffed to bits! For the first time, after pouring my heart into my book Realization, based on Google Scholar documents, my publisher, Partridge, in cahoots with Penguin Random House from the USA, created a personal domain just for me. It was past two in the afternoon on the 6th of February 2019 when the email landed in my inbox. I was over the moon, truly! But then… my heart sank a bit, thinking of Ma. My last words to her in Bengali, whispered with all the love in my soul, were, “Ma… bhalo theko.”